so today i decided to do some work on being in the moment of now AND liking it. lately i’ve been in a “not so good” space because i’ve been light years away obsessing over what’s to come. sure, i know that most of what i’m obsessing over is mundane and just sheer ridiculousness in the cosmic scheme of things. but there’s still the humanity in the duality of me that can’t help it though because she’s always dreaming and beaming with excitement about the prospects of what will be.
for instance, like all the cool hairstyles i’ll wear when my hair grows out to my target length. or like when i’m sitting dreamy-eyed and drooling over a make-over on hgtv and how i’m gonna decorate MY dream home. or on a deeper level, when i manifest a reality as a true alchemist and when a desired time, space, energy, existence and the true essence of knowing all come to me at the speed of thought. WOW! i mean WOW!!
see, but that’s where i get off track because once the high of those dreams wears off i’m back here in not-so-blissful space cause where i want to be seems so far away……. 
that’s why right now i’m going to flip the script and enjoy my now hair because, yes, the styles that i’m rocking at THIS length ARE fly! and my now home is so fabulous, warm and inviting that i almost hate to leave it at times. and my now spiritual existence…. whew… let’s just say it wows me so much so everyday because it is exactly where i need to be which motivates me to strive for more and continue on my mission forward and just be happy with the nothingness of it all.
so come to think of it, yes, my now looks absolutely stunning!!!!
where are you right now? how does it feel being in the moment of now?
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sunflower smooches!
