Hey My Lovelies!! time to put love on top.
whew! i am in such a fantastic space today ya’ll! don’t really have any particular reason for why. just woke up this morning and felt on top of the world about me and all of my glamorousness! usually i feel this way when certain “grown folk” events transpire the night before LOL. but today is different because i just woke up after a very restful night of slumber and went thru my normal routine:)
so i was driving around town in my car running some errands when i had the most extraordinary moment. beyonce’s song “love on top” came on the radio and when the hook came up i just lost it! i looked at myself in the rearview mirror, started snapping my fingers, grooving in my seat like i was in the club then had to put the windows down cause it started to get hot in there LOL! but then i started singing the song to myself at the top of my lungs!
at that moment i felt a love deeper than i’ve ever felt before. i felt so in love with ME! not in an arrogant, narcissistic kind of way, but in a real, humble, unconditional way. really letting the lyrics sink in gave my heart chakra a charge that i’ve never experienced before.
i was actually looking at myself in the rearview mirrow feeling butterflies in my stomach at the sight of me, feeling giddy and anxious about me, thinking to myself, “damn girl, you’re kinda the hotness!” at that moment she was the only one that i saw and i absolutely loved her! so right then i decided to make a declaration to the world (well at least the part of it within ear distance of my singing LOL) that I was putting her love on top! together we’ve fought through so many fears and finally i am putting her first. so i continued to sing those words to her fabulousness and it felt so good!!! it felt so good to FINALLY put MY love on top!!
What about you? What song do you sing to yourself to make you fall in love with yourself again and again and again and again?!?!????
sunflower smooches!
